Options when it comes to Pain

pain is obviously inevitable, but choices can be made

pain can be felt as you hurdle past obstacles toward desires

or

felt as you slide into muddy, nasty, dirty, yucky, icky, murky, DISGUSTING DEPTHS

it is not wrong to chose the DISGUSTING DEPTHS

when positive momentum slows and the pull for the DISGUSTING DEPTHS becomes strong

will i yank back the momentum with FORCE!?!?!?

or

SHOULD I BE soft (and perhaps loving!?!?!?) AND ALLOW A DESCENT, A FALL, A DECLINE, A STUMBLE!?!?!?